Tuesday, March 28, 2006
things do not run well lately..time constraint i think...how i wish i can turn back time..macam dulu-dulu..tapi nak buat camne..heh..benda2 yg best nih cume berlaku sekali jek..jangan haraplah dapat diulang semula....
banyak benda nak buat yet too little time i have..
day 6 kat bangi..another 3 days to go...sempat lagi masuk ofis ptg tadi..ingat kan singgah sekejap..dragged me until almost 9 baru balik rumah..kelam kabut..since financial year closing and end month closing just around the corner..told avlin that i wont be coming to ofis for the next 2 days since need to study for the exam..demm!! banyak betol nak kena cover...so people..wish me luck!!
zetty @ 11:48 PM.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
ahhh demm!!..its not that i dont want to update..when suddenly my knee shut the pc off..so theres gone my entry..
oklaa.. i have to type all over again..
been to bangi 4 days in a row..attending a course organised by Min*..back to school lah kirenya..rasa macam masuk U balik pun ade..kelas aku start pukul 830..habis pukul 530..kena refresh balik physics aku..apa yg the lect to cakap..all about atom,nuclear..radiation..neutron..formula..formula..and formula....huh!! giler ke??
hape tah nitemare aku attend kos nih pun aku tatau..but its a new experience for me la..being away from office for about 2 weeks..yeayy!! will end on 31 nanti..ade exam lagi la plak tuh..in order to get the cert untuk nak jadi RPO..(read: radiation protection officer)...kalau fail kena resit..siap ada praktikal lagik (im contaminated..thehehe)...haha..trace back my sci calculator but no avail..have to tag those frens yg masih simpan lagik harta karun yang satu nih..nasib baik sol ade..tuh pun dah telanjang je calculatornye..heh..tq sol..but now im looking for the manual..anybody??
first day kos tuh ..aku agak bersemangat lah jugak..bangun pagi pukul 615..konon takut lambat nanti..day 2..again 615..haha maintain..day 3 dah liat sikit..mata aku celik jam 630..gerak dari rumah ke bangi pukul 715 and managed to reach there before 830..nasib baik takde jem..and this morning... i woke up at 645..gerak dari rumah kol 735 and again managed to get the before 830..huhu..hangat2 taik ayam jek la aku nak bangun pagi..
and on the first 2 days of the kos tuh..aku gagahkan jugak diri masuk ofis semula walaupun dah after 530..2 hari jek laa tahan..lepas tuh takdak dah..malas dah aku nak pikir..penat oi..pening pun ada gak..hari2 dok ngadap lect..macam2 perangai ade...
oklaa..i think atoms in my body now moving at their minimum rate..slowing down since i have no energy to keep the atoms fast moving..need to get my good rest..take care people..daaa!!!
zetty @ 12:40 AM.
Monday, March 13, 2006
SPM results announced today..ahh..been thru this freaking time about ermm 10 years back..how time flies..cepat kan??..diam tak diam dah 10 tahun berlalu..congrats for those who have made it..
im bit energetic today..tatau lah napa..walaupun aku masuk ofis lambat..takde rasa tekanan langsung pun..nih mesti gara-gara lalu bawah perut ikan jerung ngan ikan pari smalam nih..konon macam dapat kuasa baru lah..heh..tah pepe jek la..
oklaa aku takde nak citer apa..feel free to view the megapixels..ada gambar baru...
zetty @ 11:22 PM.
Saturday, March 11, 2006
ku tak sanggup ******* Malam ini aku sendiri Tanpa dirimu memeluk aku kasih Kau di mana ku ingin bertemu Ucapkan semua rasa rinduku Haruskah aku berlari Haruskah aku menangis lagi Ku tak sanggup Bila aku jauh .. dari dirimu Ku tak sanggup Bila aku jauh .. dari kasihmup/s : been listening to this song over and over again..and really love it.
zetty @ 11:01 PM.
Thursday, March 09, 2006
dah 2 tahun lebih kita bersama..dari hari kita disatukan..kita tak pernah pun berenggang walaupun sesaat..malah jauh seinci pun tak pernah..dimana aku pergi..kau akan senantiasa menemani..susah kita bersama..senang pun kita bersama..menangis pun bersama..ketawa ofkoz..sudah tentu bersama-sama...tapi hari nih kita terpaksa berpisah..namun begitu..jasamu takkan aku lupakan..thehe...yeahh..finally.. dah bukak pun braces aku nih..now i'm free!!! yehuuu!!!
heh..cuti hari pun semata nak jumpa dentist ..mmg dah plan ngan shamsul dan dia pun cuti jugak hari nih..heaven betol rasa..boleh jalan2 time orang lain tgh sibuk bekerja..lepas dentist..kitorang gi h*nda showroom kat ttdi ..tgkC*vic yg baru launch hari nih..mmg lah lawa sgt..aku pun sama teruja..heh macam lah aku yg nak beli pun....had lunch with him kat damansara..pastu pi ke MV ..ingat nak tgk movie..tp time sumer tak menarik..kuar mv..pergi ou plak..finally watched fink fanther...boleh lah tahan kelakar..habis citer..jalan2 jap..pastu terus balik..
tapi yang tak bestnya..esok kene kerja..haihhh...bila lah nak habiss??? ;-(
zetty @ 10:55 PM.
Monday, March 06, 2006
i was given a bigger task by the boss today in the meeting..hmm..actually boss aku bagi masa untuk aku fikir wether to accept this or not..so i have only tonite to think about it.. its only tonite.... i need to make the decision in less than 24 hours..and need to answer the boss first thing in the morning tomorrow..and i dont know.. i just dont know.. seems like the tasks will consume more of my time..and as avlin said..'this ofkoz will makes u feel the pressure more than usual'..demm!!.. i cant make the decision tunite laa..specially bila ianya melibatkan masa yg akan aku spend untuk benda nih nanti..and my time will become less ..and less..sampaikan boss aku kata." nanti kalau u dah kawen..u need to tell ur husband yang u tak boleh nak balik rumah awal.."whaddahell lah!! so i need that second opinion...tots of asking shamsul nye opinion..but no chance to tell him about this...kalau nak diikutkan memang lah its good for my experience..but still..i need time for myself too..the way boss aku cakap tuh macam lah serius..tatau lah kalau dia nak takutkan aku..kerja sekarang nih pun dah banyak pengaruhi mind aku..sampai adakalanya rasa kacau..then mulalah fikir yg bukan-bukan..
owh..let me brieft u about the tasks..oklaa kalau kata aku terima tasks kali nih..maknanya aku akan ada more than 7 customers in my hand..what i need to do is to control their delivery ..no more operations job..all about delivery control..tapi cuba bayangkan..now i have like 3 customers to handle and these cutomers have like 1001 punya songeh yg aku kena jaga..itu baru kastemer..tambah plak dengan supplier yang ada 2002 punya perangai. . ( aha..aku penah pressure supplier aku punya person-in-charge sampai dia nangis....heh evil me..)..itu baru 3 main customer..soon i will have like 7..huh!! u do the maths lah to count dorang punye perangai..its sound simple lah..easy said than done....
seriusly said.. aku tak mau hidup untuk bekerja..aku tak mahu jadi hamba kerja..dan even now pun aku rasa..aku habiskan more than 12 hrs in the office ..apa nak jadik..?? balik rumah dah penat..kalau ikutkan rasa memang tak larat dah..tp ofkos..i want to spend time with the one i loved..with frens..masa untuk diri sendiri jugak...hmm tatau lah...nak terima ke tak mo..kalau tolak kang kata tak berani nak terima cabaran..kalau aku terima..aku jugak yg rasa tercabar..eurgh!! i really..really need that second tots.. somebody pls help me...!!! tagline kat bwh nih apply kat aku lah sekarang....
" BEGITU SEMPITNYA WAKTU..BEGITU BESARNYA CINTA"
so will u help me dear?? owh good nite dear darling...
zetty @ 10:19 PM.
Thursday, March 02, 2006
oklaa ..read my previous entry?? to make things even complicated...i left my car kat ofis carpark and catch tren to bangsar..then..just realize that i left my house key in the car..dem..dah laa dengan sakit2 kaki kena menapak nak gi lrt station..dengan heel lak tuh..aduhlaa...call bapak aku..dan dia pun tgh stuck dalam jem plak...dalam setengah jam baru nak sampai rumah..alamatnye bejanggut lah aku tunggu..so untuk mengubat kelaraan aku..shamsul ajak gi ou..hmm heh ade gak hasil..bought a new bag for maself (ubatnya lah konon)..hehe
so tunite..kena gi opis balik sbb nak amik keta bawak balik..haihhh..
sungguhlah bengonk rasanya...
zetty @ 8:25 PM.
Syukur alhamdulillah..semuanya telah kembali seperti biasa dan apa yang aku harap hari-hari yang mendatang akan menjadi lebih baik.
So yesterday, we went to meet AJ again to pay him the deposit..tots of meeting him at Pertama..so i rushed out from office rite on the dot 5.30..managed to arrive Bangsar around 6 o'clock..hujan lebat lah pulak..call AJ then rupe2nya dia ada kkat OU..pusing balik masuk bangsar and beat the jam to reach OU before 7 o'clock..
setel sumer then shamsul sent me home...
malam kena kuar balik ke bangsar sbb nak amik keta aku yg tinggal kat sana...had dinner kat uptown..dan balik rumah..
and today i need to take tren to bangsar (again?) since i left my steering lock key at home..heh seperti biasa aku dah lock kan stereng keta aku pagi td..bila dah masuk ofis..baru aku teringat yg aku hari nih pakai spare key..yang mana kunci untuk steering lock tuh tak ada sekali dengan spare key tuh..hampeh sungguh laa..kadang-kadang..aku sedih dengan "kebijaksanaan "aku..saje nak menyusahkan org lain..heheh
zetty @ 4:54 PM.
