Sunday, January 29, 2006
rasa nak meletup lah sometimes bila apa yg aku buat semua salah..apa yg aku nak..aku tak dapat dan apa yg aku bagitau semuanya tak kena..serba serbi ada je yang tak betul.. rasa macam orang bodoh..idea terbantut when people say NO!!! nak kena jaga hati semua orang..tp hati aku yg aku bawak kesana kesini setiap hari nih apa pulak nak jaga?? aku rasa macam kena paksa duduk dalam kotak yg kecik..which i cant freely move around.. rasa macam nak lari jauh-jauh..and i really..really feel stoopid!!!
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zetty @ 11:11 AM.
Friday, January 27, 2006
Its 8.12 and im still in the office. Dah la hari jumaat lak tuh..due to long holidays, this week been the busiest week i ever had!! (i think more to come next). Plus early closing..make me half mad lah senang cerita..its about another 4 days to go until January ends, but we did our closing on the 25th!! giler kan.. still lots of shipment nak kena arrange..plus CNY holidays..but the good thing is.. i'll be on holidays until 6 Feb 06..perghh!! best giler..but aku pelik lah ..most of my shipment is going to Chin* port..dorang nih tak reti cuti ke hah?? well what to do..aku ngamuk ke apa ke..still aku kena buat gak..
oh yea.. i'll be going to Bangkok ( biz trip) with my boss n avlin after CNY..date already fixed..from 8-10 Feb..byk nak kena prepare..termasuk duit gak..since aku kena dulukan duit sendrik for hotel n meals..but luckily my passport still valid till 2008..kalau tak..terpaksa terbang kan a few hundred to renew...dont know wat to expect..risau bab makan jek laa..tp nak buat camne.. rasa2 dalam keadaan yg darurat lah nih kot.. or i'll pack megi lah kot for 3 hari punya stok...
still got no plan for this long holidays..any suggestion?? or else i'll take this opportunity to do some "shopping" lah kot..still not sure yet..all depends on my financial flow..a bit tight lah this month..alangkah baiknya kalau duit tuh boleh diberanak pinakkan..heheh how i wish...
oklaa people..take care lah..sapa2 yg balik kampung tuh berhati2 lah di jalan raya..daaa!!
zetty @ 8:02 PM.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Well..its 22 Jan.. and im officially..really..really..turning 26!!!!! oh my!! bak kata shamsul..suku abad plus satu..hehe sound scary kan??..tp..alhamdulillah..syukur kerana masih berkesempatan dan di beri peluang menyedut udara sehingga ke hari ni...dengan harapan..apa yg bakal datang nih..adalah sesuatu yg lebih baik dari sebelum-sebelumnya...ohh..thanks to all the wishes..really appreciate that..
was at OU yesterday morning..looking for shuk's wedding present..had breakfast kat deli*rance..and on da way back..shamsul suprises me with advance bday present..heheh tengkiu lah dear..realy like it!!
been at shuk's reception kat klang..haha..tekejut katak ijau jap bila dapat tau wald jd ' pengepit' shuk..kekeke..great experience kan walad?? ..meet the rest (minus sol) there..burak-burak..amik gambar..me n rina terus balik rumah while the rest gi erbu rumah amad..
after asar..went to KLsisi..saja jalan-jalan ukur jalan kat sana...
balik rumah..penat giler..online jap..pastu terus tidoq...
now nih tengah tercegat kat depan pc..upload gambar-gambar smalam...silalah ke
sana..
have a great weekends everybody!!!
zetty @ 11:19 AM.
Friday, January 20, 2006
Dah lebih seminggu aku tak update..byk sgt benda yg nak dibuat..until i dont have time to think what to write here..been selecting a few cerita to write..end up..aku delete sumer..rasa cam dah tak reti nak susun ayat dah..
anyway..how was my raya haji?? heh (series dah lama berlalu)..takde apa sgt..rasa cam hari-hari biasa..realizing that event tahun nih macam new year..raya haji..was my last event being a single..insya Allah..macam tak caya pun ada jugak..kalau org tanya..apa yg aku rasa?? aku akan jawap takde rasa apa..sbb mmg aku takde rasa apa..rasa tense adelah..byk sgt nak kena fikirkan..hmm being me..kalau aku rasa macam aku malas nak fikir..i can just left everything behind..tp bila ada masa-masa aku rasa macam aku kena fikirkan sesuatu..aku akan fikir sumer2 sekali at one time..hah..macam lah otak aku nih pentium 6..well what to do..its me being me..mmg kalut sikit sometimes...
last nite..an appointment with the photographer..alhamdulillah..setel dah satu hal..just wait till they ask for deposit...ahh nak dijadikan cerita.. hes shamsul punya x-skoolmate..ahaa..kecik nya dunia..pusing-pusing pun boleh jumpa balik...
an also..taking this opportunity to wish Shuk n JJ.." selamat pengantin baru"..semoga berbahgia sehingga ke akhir hayat..hehe..esok kenduri belah pompuan..belah lelakinya di kelantan..insya Allah..kalau takde apa..i'll be there with Rina tomorrow..
next week..another wedding..ielah kat ipoh..hehe..ielah..kalau ko baca nih.. aku nak amik kesempatan wish "selamat Pengantin Baru"..in advance..aku tatau tah bila lagik aku nak update..hmm another card from Salleh & Fidah..selamat pengantin baru jugak..huihh..aku ingat musim kenduri nih dah habis..rupe2nya makin berderet lah pulak..
aku dah tatau nak letak apa dah...till then..daaa!!
zetty @ 11:23 AM.
Sunday, January 08, 2006
its been a week after everything..thanks to all my mak sedara(s) and cik-cik(s) dan puan kazen aku yg datang..really appreciate that..kalau nak harap kan aku ngan mak aku..rasanya macam takleh nak handle sumernya..
hmm 1001 apologize for not making it official anouncement...i was thinking.." hmm sapa yg tau..tau lah..sapa yg tatau..depa suma akan tau jugak nanti.." ..heh..really sorry for that..bukan lah niat nak melupakan all the close frens..without telling them.. but i was thinking that its only a very small private n personal occasion..buat apa lah nak kecoh-kecoh sgt.. but i ended up login into blog and wrote the previous entry a day after that..see!! how can i resist to tell u people??..hehe nak tak nak.. dengan ringan hati ..i cant help my self telling all of u the truth..hehehe...anyway..thanks to all the wishes and ' shocking' sms.. :)..what i need now is ur 'doa'..hope averything will be executed as planned..
been bz lately at work since my dept dah shortage of kakitangan..one of my member dah kena transfer ke tempat lain..bengong kan??..sesuke hati nak tranfer org...pastu staff yg tinggal nih terkontang kanting nak handle sumer2 kerja..mana ada jalan beb!! dah laa kerja aku bertambah byk..pastu dengan projek tahapehapetah lagik..at one stage aku dah give up..tp pakkal jek lah konon nak jd super woman..so kena slowly adapt everything..luckily boss aku paham dengan situation sekarang...so takde kena push sgt..hopefully everything ok ....
oklaa people..cut the crap..have a fantabulous weekends everybody!!! daaa
zetty @ 10:35 AM.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
that was yesterday...when i was in my nervousness to makesure everything prepared..was in a hurry to buy some more 'nenas' and 'dragon fruits' as my mom requests...to make sure the 'gubahan buah ' was properly decorated by my makcik..to make sure that i was dressed properly since i have no idea at all what should i wear...when i place my sister to be a runner to buy another 2 additional gifts..when i was instructed to be in the kitchen until my name called later..
that was yesterday when his parents and relatives were here at my house..when both parents agreed to procced 'our' mission possible..when i was called to meet them...when his mom slipped the ring to my finger...
Alhamdulillah..thanks to Allah.....
zetty @ 12:13 PM.
