Thursday, June 30, 2005
only now i have strength to update.
and finally, the so called end month closing has closed at 5.30pm ..memulanya aku punyalah riang nak balik awal..tapi..bak kata orang nih.." kusangke hujan sampai ke petang..rupanya panas di tgh hari"..rupanya ada lg masalah yg org account dapat detect..ada benda yg tak setel lagi rupanya..habis hancur berkecai cita-cita murni nak balik awal..asbestos sungguh la!! ok takpe..takpe..kita cuba lagi esok...
so ..what to tell?? ermm ok..
1. hari nih td aku lambat masuk opis gara-gara mengalami gangguan perut dan kepala yg serius..(sound so series hah!)..apa tah silap..dah 2 hari aku hidup dalam keadaan 'kepeningan' terlampau..nak kata tak cukup tido..smalam aku try tido awal..tp tak ilang jugak..try to take extra doses of cafein..tp tak reda jugak..haihh..tapi alhamdulillah..now im getting better..
2. today i got like 3 "free" shirts (include 1 jersey) , a "free" cap and a "free" track bottom which i need to "pay" dengan mengorbankan hari sabtu dan ahad aku minggu nih. aku pun tatau apa tah mimpi ngeri aku sampaikan aku 'terjebak' sama dalam sport carnival nih...hopefully this is my first and my last time lah..tahun depan tak mo dah ..letih tuh..nak kene gi training lagi..dengan kulit aku yg dah jadi separa rentung nih lagi..dengan sakit-sakit sendi dan tulang lagi..huhu..sapa nak jawap tuh..
2.tomorrow will be our company 'B' day..hahaha..tak sabar nak tgk RMs berlari-lari masuk dalam akaun aku..tapi kene bersabar juga tengok RMs berlari-lari keluar semula since aku kena setelkan my road tax dan insurance aku yg dah nak kiok dalam seminggu dua nih..aiyakkk..
3.and yet decided which day should i take leave to settle those things at #2. plan nak amik cuti next rabu so that when i comeback to work on the next day is already thursday..heheh tak masuk aqal punya reason..
4. kepingin bangat sih nak makan durian..heheh sapa ada kampung yg ada pokok durian..bawak untuk aku tauuu!!
5.erk! harga petrol naik lagi..tadi masa aku balik, sempat intai kat petrol station sepanjang perjalanan ..heh sume penuh..masing-masing amik kesempatan penuhkan tangki minyak..temasuklah aku..nampak gayanya macam nih..kene jual ketelah..naik basikal je pergi kerja...
6.do u realize that pepatah melayu yg kat atas tuh sebenarnya terbalik? sepatutnya berbunyi " kusangka panas hingga ke petang..rupanya hujan di tengah hari"..but then..who cares..this is my place anyway..
7.my life is so boring.... ;-(
as some people say, things happened for a reason.. and i have to believe that by now...
take care people..tata!
zetty @ 10:44 PM.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
eurghh!! penat lah...!!!
zetty @ 10:38 PM.
Monday, June 20, 2005
.....I'll be there for you
These five words
I swear to you
When you breathe
I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you......
p/s:...how i wish...nway.. i got hit by the ball..really damn ouchh!!! ouchh!!! adeihh!!!
zetty @ 10:43 PM.
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can’t breathe
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I am
Once again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny it Can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
Cause I can’t breathe
No I can’t sleep I’m barely hanging on
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Just seeing you it kills me now
No I don’t cry
On the outside anymore
(kelly clarkson-Behind These Hazel Eyes)
zetty @ 7:38 PM.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Fine!! we are not OK..i can see it....my eyes and my feeling will never lie ..Note to myself..just be with it..let them happy coz i know finally the frustration will be mine...
zetty @ 9:17 PM.
Sunday, June 12, 2005
watched encik dan puan smith @ LM..the story was great but it just me that was not there ..mana tah mind aku pergi time tu...maybe becoz of the visit that i've made yesterday or the thing that come n visit me at this time...on da way back aku lajak terus ke Ou (again).. did some shopping.. a new comforter set for myself..with good combination color made me relieve...dunno why i felt happy watching the money flows out from my wallet..huh (alasan)!!
i need a rest.. take care people..
zetty @ 9:44 PM.
hari yang sangat penat..seawal jam 8 pagi aku dah keluar rumah..menuju ke ofis..to pick up 2 org ofismate aku..dan terus gerak ke MSC (matsu. sport center..hehe baru tau kat sini ada tempat karaoke..heheh)..then tots of to have only a lil training session..tp rupe2 nya ada satu group tuh dah prepare ajak buat frenly match..heh!! pantang di cabar..so kitorang pun sahut lah cabaran..( yeye jek tuh..padahal coach yg kata boleh buat frenly match..saje nak test power..)..first haf tuh kire ok lah..berbalas gol..tapi yg tak tahannya tuh..keadaan panas lah sesangat..muka memasing dah macam udang kene bakar dah...heh rasa hangus pun ada gak...
so..the game ended at about almost 12..dan aku terpaksa naik ke ofis pulak..nak abis kan sikit lagi kerja aku yg tak sempat nak abiskan petang smalam...dan hari isnin nih ada lagi satu match..huwaaa!!!!..bila lah nak abis seksaan ini???
then.. call my macik..tanya dia ada ke kat rumah..terpikir nak pergi visit dia ..sebab seblum2 nih pun penah plan nak gi jumpa dia..tp byk sgt hal lah pulak..tapi kali nih aku kena lah tunaikan..hatta penat macam mana pun..aku gagah kan diri ke ampang..
glad to see her dah fully recover..sebak aku time aku peluk macik aku tuh masa memula sampai..lepak kat sana lama jugak..bukak cerita satu-satu..dan as usual..aku yg tak dapat tahan air mata keluar...yang pastinya..pemergian pacik aku..masih lagi di rasai...
around 1030 malam..aku gerak balik ttdi..penat gila tp masih mampu nak oline..kekeke
oklaa people..take care..be good n love yaaa!!
zetty @ 12:18 AM.
Friday, June 10, 2005
just got back from OU..had dinner there at kay ef si.. (heaven bila dapat makan hot n spicy again..thanks to Mr Colonel!!!)..and my stomach just cant get enaf of that..walk in pulak ke SR (again!!!)..just to have my third n fourth cakes in a week..ermm first the one yg aku makan kat alamanda..as a compliment to myself lah (konon) bahawasanya aku dah meletakkan diri aku sebagai org yg ketiga kali amik exam tuh..secondly..hari nih td kat ofis..ada budak nih beli..tah apa mimpi dia beli tp tak nak makan pulak..so aku yg tolong abis kan (tolong..??)..and tunite..count it urself..kekeke..takpelah since esok pagi-pagi aku dah kena turun padang..kat Shah Alam plak tuh..hayohh.nih lah dikatakan contribution to society..which i have to sacrify my sabtu hanya kerna turun berlatih..huh!!tak menang tatau lah nnt tuh..eh people..just want to let u know..ada frenly match nanti isnin nih...hak hak hak...berusahalah!
haa tuh jek laa kot citer..janji update kan..?? so now nak layan Tentang Dia plak..take care people..byeee
zetty @ 10:40 PM.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Things to do today!!
1.
cari the place Done
2.
pegi pasar malam.Done
3.
get the car washed!! paling penting.. Done
4.studyy!!!!!! not yet!!
zetty @ 10:22 PM.
Saturday, June 04, 2005
seems like this week went off so fast..the closing..the shipment..the problems...the training... everything done in a week..and today its already saturday..and for this month closing, i didnt feel the pressure since most of the document have been comfirmed earlier...good eh!
and my 2 days leave dah approved by my manager..naseb lah baik..itu pun dia tanya jugak "mau pergi 'pak to' ka?"..haiyaaa..lagi mau tanya ke..??hehe..actually i dont really well prepared for the exam..location pun aku tak carik lagi..kang maunya aku sesat..nampak nya esok lah aku kena jalan-jalan carik tempat exam..
dan hari nih seharian aku kat rumah..tak kemana..tots of nak anta kete gi basuh..haih..dah lekat depan tv la pulak..so tak jd..but the rest..aku dah siapkan hari nih..plan nya esok..boleh pergi cari setapak tu kat mana..nak pergi basuh kereta lagi..nak pergi beli barang lg..and the list goes on..not to forget..to stadi jugak..kekekke semangat kena ada tu..
last but not least..to all the exam candidates.."
apakah dasar luar malaysia"..hik hik hik!..may the force be with us!!
zetty @ 6:44 PM.
