Thursday, September 30, 2004
I feel sooooo down...i dont get what i want.. and i think i'll be 'on leave' from everything Till then..see yaa!!!
zetty @ 9:46 AM.
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
"I'll Be"
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above
I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said
p/s: i'm falling love again.......with this song..uhukk!!!
zetty @ 1:15 AM.
Monday, September 27, 2004
tam tararam tam tararamm dum dum dum dushh dush..
akhirnye hari isnin berlalu dengan selamatnya...dan syukur gak sbb aku berjaya menamatkan puasa aku dgn jayanya..nih laa gara-gara last minute nya ganti..tak berubah perangai last minute aku nih..sejak dr sekolah..masuk U sampai dah kerja nih..apa2 pun ok per..?? janji rock bebeh..rock!!
kepala aku hang sejak dari pagi lagi..maklumlah..selalunya pepagi lg aku dah disogokkan dengan nescafe...tp pagi nih..tak dapat..adoilaaa..rasa cam nak tecabut medula oblangata aku..disambut plak dengan kerja yg melimpah ruah..closing time is coming near..biasa aa dah ujung2 bulan..kelam kelibut ah jadik nya....banyak lak shipment aku bulan 9 nih.. ah!! lantak laa..pedulikan mereka semua..(haha tetibe jek)
sampai rumah pun dah nak dekat kol 7..cecepat mauk dapo..tgk2 mak aku dah tolong masakkan nasi ngan lauk..hmm cam tetau jek aku pose..haha..sebaik tak byk keta gt lah hari nih..kalau tak mau aku buka pose dalam keta..heheh
teringat plak aku bulan ramadan tahun lepas...bersepah2 tempat aku buka pose..dalam bus..tepi jalan..time tesekat kat jem..time tgh jalan kaki nak sampai rumah..time tgh bukak pintu pagar..pendek kata..kat mana-mana lah..hahha..hopefully tahun nih aku tak mengalami perkara-perkara cam tu lg...cukup lah sekali..hehehehhe...dan yg paling penting..semoga Tuhan kurniakan aku kekuatan mental dan fizikal untuk menghadapi semuanya dengan tenang dan tabah....
oklaa..aku tatau nak citer pe dah..take care..be good n love yaa!!!
Tata!!
zetty @ 8:34 PM.
heheheheheh!!! ;))
zetty @ 1:03 AM.
Saturday, September 25, 2004
You Belong To Me - Jason Wade (lifehouse)
See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sun rise from the tropic isle
Just remember darling all the while
You belong to me
See the market place in old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember when a dream appears
You belong to me
And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember till you're home again
You belong to me
Oh I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember till you're home again
You belong to me
p/s:go and get this song somewhere...download it..steal it...rob ur fren hd if she/he has it...really nice song..i have the acoustic vers. ...yeahhh!!
zetty @ 1:32 AM.
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
apek pernah berkate.."makan lepat tepi gaung..kalau tak dapat..aku meraung.."
zetty @ 11:47 PM.
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
sesungguhnya aku amat menghargai hujan..ada kalanya hujan menyejukkan hati yg panas..hujan memberikan aku ketenangan..hujan memberikan satu kenikmatan yg tak terhingga..untuk tido...hahaha
dah agak stabil sekarang nih..tapi kerja aku kat opis macam tau jek aku dah ok..so makin lah dia memperbanyakkan diri..
bagus lah jugak..at least tidak laa aku memikirkan perkara-perkara yang tidak sepatotnya aku fikirkan..fuh!! fuh!! gi jejauh benda-benda tak elok..
tah..tatau dah laa nak taip pe..kibod aku tak cukup abjad nak citer panjang..
take care..be good n love yaa!!
zetty @ 9:51 PM.
Monday, September 20, 2004
"hanging by a moment "
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely and complete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me
Now, I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing left to lose
Nothing left to fly
There is nothing in the world that can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you
*my fav song ever....i wish for somebody to play this song for me...eeiiuuuuu!!!
zetty @ 11:57 PM.
Saturday, September 18, 2004
Damn it!! pagi-pagi hp aku bunyik mendendangkan lagu pe tah..aku pun tatau..aku malas nak angkat..sbb aku kenal tu bunyik panggilan orang aku tak kenali...lama gak dia call..sampai abis dialing tone kot....pastu stop..aku sambung mimpi balik..senang hati....
Then again..second time...hp aku mula menyanyikan lagu -lagu riang...tapi kali ni sekejap jek...aku masih malas nak angkat...arghh lantak laaa..
tetiba mesej laa plak.. "container awak tak turn in..closing date dah lepas..pls return call"..dari shipping agent aku..hah!! amik ko...kontena aku tak kuar...cis!!! kenapa laa suka menyusahkan hari sabtu aku...iks isk isk...
macam org blur..aku turn bwh..sidai kain..buat air..bawak naik atas balik..on pc..jawap salam walad dulu..pastu baru aku baca semula msg yg aku dapat td..laaa kontena aku tak sampai port rupenya...(smalam dah check ngan amad..bila closing date..dia kata kol 4 pagi td)..mmg dah lepas dah pun..
baru aku return call shipping agent aku..sebaik dia dah call forwarding aku..pastu aku try call org warehse..abis lak kedit..so abis laa citer..hahhahahaha
sesungguhnya aku tgh blur..will write later
zetty @ 10:52 AM.
Friday, September 17, 2004
AKU BERADA DALAM KEADAAN MARAH!!!
tapi menjelang petang...
aku tak marah dah..!!~
zetty @ 1:04 PM.
Thursday, September 16, 2004
ofis..
hari nih aku cam telambat sampai...mmg sengaja lambat kuar rumah pun..gi isi minyak dulu..pastu baru gerak ke ofis..smalam nye pasal ah nih..dekat sejam aku telekat kat jem...jenuh aku dok dalam keta..sesambil menyanyi sensorang..dulik apa aku org tgk..tp aku rasa takde sape nampak pun (kot!!)...
pagi-pagi bos ngan SE aku dah kuar gi bangi..hahah tgl 2 org jek kat sini..2 lg amoi tuh gi training plak..hehhehe aman bahgia idup bila bos takde...tp sama de bos ada ke takde ke..aku still buat kije aku..macam laa boleh nak berdondang dendang...cuma tak rasa pressure ah..kalau boss ade..aku rasa cam diperhatikan jek...
hmm ofis aku organise trip ke Frasers Hill...just pay for the transport..tempat tinggal sume company yg bayar... ada yg ajak aku gi..but i refused..i dont feel like going..hahah..no other reason.. aku tak biasa sgt ngan org opis aku..dulik ah depa nak kata aku nih kere sumbang ke...hehehhe cuma so far lom ada yg kata aku cenggitu...bukan lah sombong..tak mo campo org..but..not use to it...so better dont..hahahaha
hmm..aku tatau apa yg ada dalam kepala otak aku skrg..i dont know how to think..kadang-kala aku rasa cam aku takde tujuan nak di halakan..just wait for whats coming in front of me..takde apa yg hendak dibanggakan..aku cuma nak rasa happy...live my life to the fullest..hahah..cuma..aku masih teguh dgn pendirian aku..aku tak mo menyusahkan orang...dont want to be useless..i want to be somebody ( now u can c..aku mmg tak de pendirian..kejap cam tu..kejap cam nih..whateva!!!...sapa suh bace..)
then i dont know wat to write anymore..will continue later....
zetty @ 10:26 AM.
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Its tough being single...i tell u..kena sabarkan diri..tenangkan fikiran..kuatkan semangat..cekal kan hati...sbb banyak cabaran dan dugaan yg perlu ditempuhi...tp kebanyakkannya bukan datang dr kita..tp dari pandangan org lain terhadap kita...wpun ada org nampak kita happy jek..tp dalam hati..banyak perkara yg kadangkala menjadikan wujudnya rasa serba salah....i can feel it now..tak payah org bgtahu aku..tak perlu org mengadu pada aku..hmmm..its ok..tahu laa aku bawak diri...cuma aku harap..jgn cepat buruk sangka...aku masih tahu limitasinya sebagai kawan...
thats the cons..but the pros.. i am free to do what ever i want...:):):):) yeahhhh!!!
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sometimes i feel high..happy..restless..motivated..young..good....great...oo lalaa...but somehow theres a time i feel down..sad..unmotivated...very old....hopeless...cheap.....lunyai......
i dont know what am i thinking of.. i've lost my mind..need to build up maself again...just be like before...'bz'ing maself with tonne of works...balik rumah..tido..langsung tak ingat apa dah...might do that..again.....may be...soon...we'll see..
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n feel like calling him n let the memories remain....
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sengal...
zetty @ 8:53 PM.
Sunday, September 12, 2004
One of the great song in Eiffel ..I'm In Love OST
Artis : Melly Goeslow feat.Jimmy
Lagu : Pujaanku
Andaikan malam tiada pernahkan berakhir
Setiapku bersamamu mungkin tak berhujung
Betapa rindu ini tak pernah mati
Kekasih hatiku hanyalah engkau
Saat mulut manismu memanggil namaku
Hatiku pun bergetar bagai terserang rindu
Betapa aku menyanjungi dirimu
Buta mata dan hati untuk yang lain
Memetik gitar menyanyi syair yang tulus
Persembahan kalbuku
Nantikan dikau ditidur lelapku
Pujaanku
Burung berkicau tanda setia pada pagi
Ku dengan engkau tak bisa dipisahkan lagi
Jantungku kau mintapun kan ku berikan
Betapa dalamnya cinta untukmu
p/s: touched by a lovely lyrics..zt jiwang-jiwangan..hahah...
zetty @ 6:01 PM.
It is just a feeling..go go and dont come back!!
zetty @ 5:41 PM.
Friday, September 10, 2004
yuhuuuu!! today friday oredi...
nuthing much happened this week..just a few short-circuit here and there..hahhah
oh yea..someone from $hell called me up pasal resume yg aku hantar kat depa thru mr walad...now oni they call me ah?? after been waiting for sooo long..hahahha..nvm ah..just give it a try..kalau depa panggil interview..aku pi laa...tapi..post dia contract basis ah..kat sini aku dah dapat permanent..wpun gaji tak lah bape cukup nak buat mantainance aku ..tapi payah nak dapat permanent skrg nih..
pastu apa lg nak citer aa..aku pun tatau..
take care..be good n love yaa!!
tata!!
zetty @ 1:55 PM.
Monday, September 06, 2004
Why cant u understand?? pls do not push me to do things that i dont want to do...!!!!
zetty @ 9:23 PM.
Sunday, September 05, 2004
weekends aku berlalu pantas..so many things i have done in 2 days..sabtu..keluar ngan wawa ke jalan TAR..ingat nak gi beli tudung..end up..aku beli baju seluar ngan juga tudung...
then malam plak..went to GoodEveningBangkok..small gath bebudak skolah aku...lama tak jumpa dorang...update each others life...ade yg dah betunang..nak kawen bulan 12..ada yg anak nak masuk setahun..hhahahah..cepat gile masa berlalu
hari nih...sambung basuh baju..pastu kemas bilik..anta darling aku gi mandi..pastu sambung tido..kol 5 bgn..siap2 nak gi tgk PGL..hahaha..mad datang fetch aku ngan wawa...citer tuh oklaa..cuma agak lambat bg org yg selalu nak cepat cam aku...hahah anyway..the story was good..cuma kena betol2 menghayati..dan buat sikit homework sebelum nak tgk citer tuh..kire boleh membantu lah...
thanks to all my frens yg menjayakan impian giler aku nak tgk movie tadi..hahaha..punya lah nak tgk movie..sanggup pi beratur semata2 nak beli tiket setelah percubaan phone booking gagal..hahah..sesungguhnya aku tak percaya akan mesin itu..kekekke
lepas nih tgulah maybe setahun 2 lagi baru aku nak tgk movie balik.
dan..esok dah kena kerja ..hshh..takbest sungguh...
to all..take care..be good n love yaaa!!
tata!!
zetty @ 10:31 PM.
Thursday, September 02, 2004
second day of working after 4 days holidays..aiyoooooo!!! my mode not yet switch on to working mode..still in lalalala mode..bila tah nak recover..dah takde hati nak kerja nih...
takleh tahan layan mata yg mengantuk ya amat...pergi turun kat kedai beli gula-gula..konon kata nak hilangkan mengantuk..tp tak berkesan langsung...gula-gula habis..tapi mengantuk jugak lagik...kalau macam nih tetiap hari..mau aku kena diabetes..heheh
now the time is 4.45..another 45 mins to go..boss still tak balik dari outstation lagik...nak balik awal lagik laa hari nih..bukan selalu..dan hari nih aku rasa best sebab satu jek..takde terima sebarang e-mail dari customer aku..depa dok sebok sambut National Day dorang plak hari nih..alangkah bagus kalau setiap hari dorang punya National Day...
aku tatau nak karang apa dah...otak takleh function....to all take care..be good n love yaa!!
Tata!!
zetty @ 4:48 PM.
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
permulaan hari yg tak begitu best...sampai ofis..bukak e-mail..mak datokk!!! banyak nyeee....gagahkan diri baca satu-satu e-mail dari customer..mana yg tak penting ..aku delete..malas nak menyemakkan kepala otak aku pagi-pagi..
tak produktif langsung hari ni..boss plak takde..SE aku plak haf day..hahah bersenang lenang aku kat ofis..layan mata yg mengantuk giler...kebetulan aku kena keluar plak sbb nak kena hantar dokumen..so apa lagik ..take my sweet time laa..drive sambil ngantuk..nyaris nak terlelap..giler betol..
masih dalam 'mode cuti'...kalau soul tinggalkan handphone dia kat langkawi..aku plak tertinggalkan hati aku kat sana....
"aku pulanggggg..tanpa hatiiiiiii"
naseb baik esok dah khamis...cant wait for weekends....wehh mohler tgk PGL...moh lerr..mohlerr
to all..take care..be good n love yaaa!!
Tata!!
zetty @ 8:46 PM.
